Sunday, May 1, 2016

The Clock is Ticking. The Rain is Falling.

Sunday, May 1, 2016


This week brought home the realization that the clock is ticking toward my trip.  Making plane reservations to fly out to Oregon, getting a detailed preparation guide for the trip from America by Bicycle, struggling to get in my training miles because of a thousand other priorities,  and trying to do that in the face of adjustments to my normal cycling nutrition routine due to the Passover holiday all made me very aware that there’s a million things to be done in the next seven weeks.

But probably the thing that brought home the magnitude of the impending trip had nothing to do with the trip itself.  This past week was the fifth anniversary of the death of my wife, Dot, in a tragic fall from the second floor to the first at a townhouse we owned at the Jersey Shore that was going to be our summer post-retirement home.  She had gone up there to spend a few days during the Easter/Passover break from the school where she worked, while I stayed home in Maryland to work.  Passover will always be a sad reminder of that week.

As I realized this week that this trip is going to happen, I thought back to 1998.  We lived in Dallas then and I had gotten agreement from my employer there to take two months off that summer to do a similar ride across the country.  Due to a medical issue, I had to cancel.  But Dot always encouraged me to plan to do it again, whenever I could get the two months I'd need.  So with the focus this week on Dot, and on the impending trip, I’ve thought many times how happy she would be that I’m finally getting to realize my dream.  But it just won’t be the same for her not to be there in New Hampshire to see me dip my front wheel in the Atlantic to mark the completion of my journey, 18 years after the first time it was supposed to happen.  Because even though I may realize my dream, she was not able to realize many of hers.

My longest ride this week was a 60-miler.  But because of Passover I couldn’t use my normal energy gel during my ride.  I ended up getting the bonk and barely got back to where I had parked the car. Wednesday morning it was raining and I looked forward to riding in it.  After all, there’s very little chance that in 50 days of riding, it won’t rain on me at least a couple of those days.  So I threw the bike in the car along with my rain gear, drove down to the park, got out the bike, and then watched the rain stop!  And what happened as soon as I finished my ride and headed back home?  You guessed it.  It started to rain!  How does that old saying go?  Everyone talks about the weather….but nobody can do anything about it.

This morning, though, I finally got my wish.  There are a number of blind athletes in Marci’s triathlon club.  Several months ago she asked me if I would be the “guide” on the tandem for one of them in a triathlon in May.  I thought that would be a great thing to do.  I’ve piloted Kevin’s tandem twice on practice rides with him riding on the back.  Well, today was the triathlon and guess what--it was pouring this morning! After he finished his swim (which he is able to do by himself because it is a pool swim using roped off lanes) we headed out on the bike.  Despite the hard rain we did well, my rain gear worked well, and I realized after about 10 minutes that I hardly noticed it was raining (despite the need for windshield wipers on my glasses and the frequent puddles we had to roll through)!  I am a bit more confident now about rain on the tour.  And even though the mileage was short, the tandem ride, especially on the uphillls, was a good workout!

By the way, Marci was Kevin’s guide on the run.  He ended up first in the Physically Challenged division.  It felt good to have helped make it possible for him to compete and win.

Tomorrow 80 degrees and hopefully enough time for long mileage.  Seven weeks from today the trip starts for real.

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